| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 |
| 9:29 pm |
it was nice while it lasted
I hate work! o well, gotta do what cha ya gotta do! I am really bummed out that my summer plans our ruined! SO seany d was up last week! i am so glad he came back to visit...i really didnt want him to leave:( I am so ready for this summer...it feels like im done after this year...but nope..ONe more year! i am also sick of being sick! i stayed home puking all yesterday and still went to work Current Mood:  drained |
| Wednesday, March 29th, 2006 |
| 6:12 pm |
What to do?
I so fucking bored! I am going through a serious crisis..and i dont know what to do! I am so HAPPY that tomorrow is the LAST day till spring break! i just got a new swim suit...even though im not going anywhere..:( I cant wait untill San Antonio Texas! That will be so much fun, but not until school gets out. its tooo long away! Current Mood:  bored |
| Monday, February 27th, 2006 |
| 4:33 pm |
Well, this weekend was a last minute thing...but it turned out very fun. Just the usual came over, drew,adam d,blake,joey,& colleen. And leah came! Also mike s,jon erik came over too! I thought my mom would be mad...and she kinda was but my brother took the blame for all the peoplether like he said some were there for him. And he didnt even have to...but hes just a cool guy! and i got to hang out with him too. it ended up pretty good.. Pretty random things happened...here are some cool PICS!!! ME and BEENER!!  Me and Drew  Mike!  Adam, right before him and drew were going to take a shower together lol  Passed out drewseph...  Me and Colleen look so beautiful! lol l  Current Mood:  giggly |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 10:14 pm |
i got my new car! MErCedeS BenZ bitches!! LOL, its kind of old though...1989...lol i realized today that the people that have changed you end up changing...so its not worth it...if anyone understands what i mean my dad has a job interview on tuesday and i think my mom is going to start working again too..And shes taking my shopping afterschool tommmorw:)! It is wierd growing up..i am going to be on my own soon and it scars me being on my own all by myself. I cant depend on anyone but myself for anything i decide to do in the future.. At the same time it is exciting just to be able to know that i can do it. I cant wait to by stuff for my car tommorrow!!!:) Current Mood:  tired |
| Monday, December 12th, 2005 |
| 10:36 pm |
my new cell number is 747-3994 in case anyone wants to know. So this weekend we stayed in g.r. at burms with drew and adam d. All the night really consisted of was people thinking i was jessica hines...and i was back with adam..and someone told me i should be affended. I was like fuck you...lol no i wasnt, i dont even care lol. And listening to my humps all night long, and the way there and back...I had alot of fun with drew and adam though bc they are just funny people. but i have nothing to say.. O sarah! i got your christmas presents..i know i know i didnt have to, but i wanted to..bc i love you:) |
| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005 |
| 10:42 pm |
its back to the olden days again...kind of
i really im not likeing school the more it goes on each year, from freshman year to now i have changed alot! Drew has back and he is so much fun! i missed hanging out with all of them, so it is nice. Sean- do you know when you are coming back to visit? you need to hang out with me for at least part of one of the days you come back. Today joeys mom got back from austria. She is a crazy lady, but some how she managed to bring absinth back to the u.s...? I love music! Theres always those certain songs you hear that just remind you of some people, like i time you were with them or something...i dont know. I do know i MIsS SaRah s!!!! i am glad you are back at school, so i at least see you everyday:) And ill have to make you lasagna!!! and i want to watch alice and wonderland again:) Current Mood: tired |
| Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 |
| 12:40 pm |
playing hookey
Happy 18th Birthday Sarah Marie Schornagel!!
Fuck school! lol
my mom decided to let me take the day off, as she Still calls "playing hookey" lol shes taking me to the mall! so i cant wait till she comes and picks me up from my home:o) just because i was in such a sad mood yesterday she felt bad and told me this morining that she would take me to the mall today, instead of going to school. Hooray for my mom today:) Its kind of nice sometimes having both my parents not work, to do things like that but annoying alot too. I really hope my dad gets a job soon. I hate asking him for things now, because i feel bad. But hes still got a year to find one.:) Have a wonderful day
Current Mood:  exhausted |
| Monday, November 7th, 2005 |
| 11:06 pm |
i dont like guys, all they ever do is just make your heart hurt..and hurt and hurt. Im sick of it! its my own fault, the only person who can make me happy is me and i cant depend on other people, everyone always depend on other people to be happy otherwise whenever someone is mad at you that you care about or whatever the circumstance you have that sick feeling in your stomach that makes you want to do nothing and not move. (and if you dont I admire you) But if we were all happy with ourself we wouldnt have to worry about it and just know that you love who you are no one can change you. the bad always comes in with the good, but i cant handle the bad. Why cant everything just be great and everyone would love eachother.!!?? Maybe ill change the world someday?? lol |
| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 |
| 11:17 pm |
i dont know what to say. i am so sad. i dont think anyone can trust me or i can not ever be trusted by anyone. but i can be trusted. but i dont think anyone can belive me. maybe im just over reacting. i dont like myself and i want to change. the feeling of having to go to school sickens me and it makes me feel worse. i am sorry to everyone i have ever disappointed. my head still hurts and worse and i think i am jsut getting sicker... Current Mood:  sad |
| Friday, October 21st, 2005 |
| 10:08 pm |
i feel like a shitty person, even though i dont know why it feels like people just think i can be. i know i know... i shouldnt care anyways. its hard not to care. but i do know i try to be a good person and thats the best i can do. latley Everyones watching dragon ball and playing magic lol...:) its the cool new thing to do.! ive been realy tired. i havent been to sarah and marshals latley either and it feels wierd. i miss going to sarahs everyday and laughing but i am there right now actually. so i am happy but i dont want you to think i dont like hanging out with you. i really do liek to hang out with you i think you are a great person and i always laugh with you even if there is no reason. I love sarah! my head hurts:( Current Mood: tired |
| Saturday, October 8th, 2005 |
| 10:36 am |
i dont have the right words to say
things are completely changed from last year.
i dont know how we changed so much. i just really hope u still feel the same way about me as u did when u first met me. we would try to make ways to see eachother and now it feels like im not wanted or care if u ever see me. i just dont know what to say, what to not say. what to do or what not to do. all the things that annoy you are the things u used to love about me. and if u cant learn to love them then how can u truley love me. i dont like being put down for things that i just do and i like to do...i have never done ne thing to hurt you or make u feel bad about ur self for things that you do. bc i love everything about you just the way you are. i love you
besides that...
I have all As in school!
i miss....
Sarah S-i know it hasnt even been that long lol but i like talking to u! u make me happy
Seany D- it feels like its been forever seeing you.
and Joey- i miss joey so much.
have a nice weekend Current Mood: crushed |
| Monday, October 3rd, 2005 |
| 11:49 pm |
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| Monday, September 26th, 2005 |
| 11:05 pm |
sad
i think one of my friends is angry at me right now and it makes me sad...
but maybe im just a little crazy...i hope everything is okay though bc i love u very much.
im stressed from school it makes me sad too. and i dont like a lot of things about myself i want to change.
i dyed my hair again. but im too white for it, and someone told me it made me look gothic and that also made
me sad...people are so mean:( but i did get a few compliments..
i just dont know what to say on lj n e more... Current Mood: rejected |
| Sunday, September 11th, 2005 |
| 6:43 pm |
its over!
wheatland is all done and over with...i really wish school was like wheatland, no worries:) no one can really understand without going..u make new expirences, try new things, meet new people! u cant go passed anyone with out saying HAPPY WHEATLAND! u dont even feel like dressing normal there or its wierd feeling..u just want to be like a hippie! u dont have to wry about mips, and much much more
i took alot of pictures! sarah took some of me and i look so fucked up. i need to get mine developed bc i took so many pictures of people looking so funny...:) the only downside is portapotties! smells so bad! and when u hear ppl barfing there lungs out, its icky. i made so many crafts and i bought alot of hippy clothes and jewelry
i love the picture frame u gave me sarah! ooo i had so much fun.
i feel so wonderful now though that its done bc i feel so clean!..o ya we have an early release day tommorow
~*happy wheatland*~
Current Mood:  pleased |
| Wednesday, September 7th, 2005 |
| 4:10 pm |
random entry
this year has already started off to a bad start, and it just puts me in a bad mood. in need some happy pills! all i ask for this year is good grades and good friends. nothing else ExTrA in this school. theres about one thing a day that makes me sad/unhappy/pissed off! and i am real hungry right now.
i am just glad that wheatland is this weekend and arbys is coming to town.
yah sarah..wheatland!!! its coming up so fast! tommorw is the last day of school for us! Current Mood: sad |
| Tuesday, August 30th, 2005 |
| 5:53 pm |
i dont like school :( but i forgot that we could leave campus now!! so i did! lol. I DO like that
I got my hair cut today! its vey short, but i like it...
i have 3 gym classes this trimester! 1st hr- aid gym...3rd hr weight training, and 5th hr total body fitness...ick i felt so sweaty and gross, and hot all day :( but i will be in shape!
i wish i had weight training with u sarah! |
| Friday, August 19th, 2005 |
| 2:38 am |
today i hung out with sarah s. it was fun we watched a movie and she helped me with my livejournal. Thanks sarah! i totaly figured it out! go on my livejournal and look at it now! its really cool now, i changed everything. thankyou much deary! anyone can look at it bc it kicks a lot of ass Current Mood: tired |
| Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 |
| 6:05 pm |
i have a question
Ok, so how do u get a cool background on livejournal??? lots of people have ones with like pictures on them..i still havent figured it out yet!
sarah- ill cya tommorow! Current Mood: jealous of skinny people |
| Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005 |
| 2:12 am |
yay today is my sweet 16! happy birhtday to me! |
| Sunday, July 17th, 2005 |
| 7:41 pm |
whata weekend!
this
was a pretty xciting weekend! Friday i saw Charlie and the chocolate
factory with joey sarah kevin colleen and cain at the drive in. it was
wonderful. that was much better then the first one. on the way home
everyone kept huming "willy wonka, willy wonka"... i dont know how the
rest goes. then we went to Bretts Party... It honestly was like
the best party of the year! when u got where it was, it had all these
tiki posts everywhere...it was like survivor! but i didnt get to stay
very long. went to colleens got like 2 hrs of sleep and left for
indiana! We went jet skiing, the second time we tipped over i got
back on and slid right off again and bashed my stomach on the edge! it
killed like a mother! then we saw this white boat and we were like o
shit bc we dont have liscences yet, and we started heading back to the
cottage and we looked when we got off and they were still right behind
us and the guy was like "GIRLS"! he did this like 3 times and finnaly
colleen turns around and hes like COME HERE! and yes, it was a dnr, so
we got in trouble and he had to meet whoever owned the jet ski at the
dock and it was a 100 dollar ticket...holy shit, we thought wee'd get
like a warning the first time bc kevin did. but nope 100$ ticket...her
grandpa paid for it though bc he let us drive...so ya that kinda
sucked. thats all we wer looking foward to in Indiana...we got
away with it evey other time...so we just went tubbing and such... then
the rest of the weekend it was just really effing hot there!
Current Mood: tired |
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